Oh jeez, Cheona, I'm so sorry... I know how you feel -I felt the same exact way when I was losing cats one after the other.. I'm just so sorry it's happened to you too. I really hope things do get better... No.. No, I know they will. They always do.

You've got my deepest sympathies.

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Courtney, right now I really wish I could be there for you and just hold you in my arms and say it's gonna be okay.

Such losses are so difficult to bear and having them happen so close to one another must be extremely rough. But I know you'll pull through it! You're strong and cheerful, so things don't hold you down for too long.

For me, when terrible things happen and I don't know what to do, I bring out my Bible. Any and every time I have a problem, I pick it up, open it, and every time the words within speak wisdom and comfort to me. Call me religious or what not, but I truly believe in the healing power of God's word. There is some incredible stuff written in that book, and after reading it, I always feel better somehow. I think it's God "speaking" to me, saying things are okay - that He's got it all under control. That is comforting to me.

After looking, this passage struck me the most, and I want to share it with you:

"I will never forget this awful time,
as I grieve over my loss.
Yet I still dare to hope
when I remember this:

The faithful love of the Lord never ends!
His mercies never cease.
Great is his faithfulness;
his mercies begin afresh each morning.
I say to myself, 'The Lord is my inheritance;
therefore, I will hope in him!'

The Lord is good to those who depend on him,
to those who search for him.
So it is good to wait quietly
for salvation from the Lord...

For no one is abandoned
by the Lord forever.
Though he brings grief, he also shows compassion
because of the greatness of his unfailing love.
For he does not enjoy hurting people
or causing them sorrow."

~Lamentations chapter 3, verses 20-26 & 31-33 (New Living Translation)

Maybe it's not for you, but it's all I know, Courtney.

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Well, if suicide ever crosses your mind, that's certainly not the answer.

Basically, I believe it's just life and/or karma.
Yet, you don't seem like the kind of person who would do anything bad enough to where it was karma, so perhaps it's just life.

I do hope you feel better soon .

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Hey, Che. I know it won't feel like it right away but things will get better. I know how much it hurts to lose beloved pets. They are family. Just as much as people are and the loss creates a space that is very hard to fill.

Sometimes things happen and sad as it is to say, sometimes they happen not just alone but in multiples. But, as when things are good and they go for the worse, so will they always get better again. Remember the love you had for every bit is precious.



I know it will take time and wouldn't expect otherwise but you will be happy again sometime. I wish there was more that i could say that might bring some tiny bit of comfort. I hope things get better soon.



Take care, hun. My thoughts are with you.

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Awww. No matter how you feel this will never be your fault, it just can't be helped. I find that its good to have something to remember them by, maybe you could do a tribute drawing of spurs and keep it somewhere safe, so you can always have a piece of him with you. I hope things start to brighten up soon, sorry i cant be of much help.



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So sad... And I thought I was unlucky... I'm really sorry
I know how it feels too...

R.I.P. Spurs

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I am so terribly sorry Che
That is completely horrible!! I wish that I could do something, but I don't know what there is that I can do.All that I can do is let you know that I am here for you, whenever you need me, I'll be there. Just think of it this way, even though you may not have had him for very long, I am sure that he had a happy time with you and the rest of your family. Losing Spurs is tough, but I know you, you are strong and will pull through this!! And NO you do NOT deserve this, sometimes things just happen, there isn't really a reason for them, and although it is extremely sad and hard to handle, and it's okay to cry and be upset, but don't let it hang over you for too long, it's not healthy. I hate seeing you so down, everything is going to be okay Sometimes there is no answer. Just cherish the good times you had with him, and hold on to those memories. Things will get better. And I am sorry for being a bitch this morning, by bothering you, I had no idea that this happened until Eva told me.

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Catori, this comment means the world to me. I can't begin to tell you how thankful, how happy I am that I have a friend like you. Your support is just... beyond words. I really do appreciate all that you do for me and I just wish I could be as nice to you as you are to me. Were you the one who left those flowers on my porch?

You weren't a bitch - don't say that. I was already on the verge of tears when I came to school, and I only left because I didn't want to cry in front of you guys and attract all that attention. And I couldn't tell you what happened without crying, so I'm sorry that I didn't let you at least know why I was acting that way. Please don't feel bad.

You've made me feel so much better. I can't thank you enough.

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You're of plenty help, hun. I really appreciate your kind words.
Thank you so very much. I'll certainly do a tribute for him, as you suggested.
Thank you so much again.

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"Madness, as you know, is like gravity; all it takes is a little push!"

“No, no… I killed the bus driver.”

"One flew east, one flew west, one flew over the cuckoo's nest."
- Children's folk rhyme